by Emily Kuo

There is a plethora of books written on leadership, ranging from what makes you a good leader to ways to get people to follow you or ways to get people to do tasks for you. I know this because I was once myself buried beneath the pile of books about leadership. Before I became a believer, I had the great ambition to lead my high school class to foster “inclusion.” I wanted to abolish the social hierarchy in high school and close the gap between the popular kids and nerdy kids. That vision and pursuit today is now vain to me because I have a greater and eternal purpose to have the privilege to take part in God’s kingdom plan. As I have been called to serve on the leadership for our church’s college group, I am excited but at the same time feel and know that I am inadequate. I have the heart’s desire to serve the Lord in whatever way and capacity, but questions flood my mind. How do I know that I am ready? Or will I be effective? How do I know this is the ministry and place God has called me to serve? Studying over the “Qualification for Leadership” packet, my questions were answered and my ministry to serve the Lord in College Life was more affirmed. In sum, the qualifications for a leader are character qualities that every Christian should strive for after regardless of where God has called them.

“Those called into leadership are not necessarily called because of their ability but because of their character.” God commanded David to be prince over his people because he was a man that sought after God’s own heart (1Samuel 13:4). If a servant’s heart is completely surrendered to God and is in a continual pursuit to earnestly know Him and His will, the servant’s motives will be purified and the desire to cultivate character pleasing to God will be simply an aftermath or overflow. However, is the servant faithful? Has he proven himself? Or is it as Chris Mueller puts it, is it “a flash-in-the-pan sort of spiritual enthusiasm”? When I first became a believer, I had strong desires and was in continual euphoria. I was ready to share the gospel to any stranger I met. I couldn’t put the Bible down as I found gem after gem. And I couldn’t take my mind off the things of God. However, my faith was still weak. My convictions were shallow. And my character was inconsistent with the Word. I needed a lot of pruning and shaping of my character and faith. One of the character qualities for an elder is to that he is not a new convert. God’s ways are always wise, if I were to serve on leadership for College Life two or three years ago, I would have been puffed up and had the arrogant heart that God hates. Thankfully, over the years God has placed me in various trials to purify my faith and to shape my character. Indeed I can now see why Paul asks us to rejoice in our suffering, because it “…produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope…” (Romans 5:3-4). Though some of the various trials sometimes felt heavier than I can handle or brought tears and pain to my soul, they were given because He loves me and with great purpose. Through the trials, He taught me humility. He taught me to depend on Him as He comforted me and was my hiding place and tower. He taught me faithfulness as He Himself was faithful to me. He taught me service that though in the midst of difficulty, my calling to serve and love my church family does not cease. And He taught me worship, for my heart sings to Him not because I know about Him but because I know Him as He’s proven Himself true in my life.

There is still A LOT more work to do in my life as I look at the character qualities that God expects of me. I am encouraged to see that His Spirit and truth has been sanctifying me but at the same time I am humbled and excited to know that “[H]e who began a good work in [me] will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ” (Philippians 1:6). Therefore, in His grace and power, may I strive to be the woman He calls me to be, so that He may be most glorified. And may my service to Him be motivated by His love for me and a desire to “bring people into the kingdom of God and help them to grow in respect to their salvation.”